siao-ness

grumbling

I was reading ah xu's post just a min ago. Okayz.. yesh... its posted like one over week ago. But.. as usual.. I was too busy to read it.

Anyway, yesh! Its so sad to read it. Why is she is pessimistic!! Must inject some fun into her life.. to make her "bu she de" leave this world. ( maybe we can bring her to zoo when we go zoo!! if we ever going zoo!! hahah) Actually, i also dont really know what does epilepsy means.. so.. cant comment much.. but.. Its so sad lar! Primary 5 kid cannot and should not think about dying!!!

Writing this post while waiting for participants for the I-cube financial treasure hunt. This is my only free time. This past 3 weeks im so busy with my 2 ccas that i cried twice this week. Can you believe it! I cried 2 times just this week alone. Just so want to just meet you guys and chat over coffee during those times. To just give up on whatever i was doing.. Sometimes i feel so helpless!!I'm waking up every morning at 730am and not being able to sleep unti earliest 1am. (and most of the time.. its latest 3am). I eat during classes and meetings. I hate it lor..

I can't smile anymore. And i cant finish my tutorials in time. My teacher shamed me infront of the class lor.. say " if you haven do your readings just pass, don't waste the class time".. i just feel so.. haix..

You know, actually i really think GuYS perform task better than gAls! I think is because army train you all to handle this kind of stress. To always be level headed even when stupid things cropped up! That's what i observed from the guys in university, my IIC club. I'm seriously impressed with them. So, guys~ don't complain you all hate army lah! Army really does wonderful things to you! haha..

Lastly, my 2 CCAs..
1) IIC... the financial treasure hunt that i'm in charge of .. is today!! haha..
2) my DND .. which is also tonight!! haha..
that means i'll be free!!!

I will catch up with my studies. I want to meet you guys soon too!!

Saw hanxu the other day! feel so comforted to see her lar!! Thanks for all the prezzy gal!! = )
Let's meet up soon k!
I haven see chenghui's botak head. hehe..

posted by kArEn @ 8:13 PM